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The addiction is so powerful that she goes to him even though she knows it will be her undoing. That is how strong the allure is. How powerful. In fact, there is nothing in the whole Universe that is more powerful, more binding than this. Nothing. No here, not now, not ever. It is so tenacious. It has such tentacles, such fine fingers that have already enchanted and bound her up in knots too tight to ever be undone. And so, it is finished, and she goes willingly into his arms. Though he is a liar and a thief and will be her undoing. There is nothing else she can do, so it is written.

He removes the ribbon from her lovely chestnut hair and it tumbles down to her breasts. She murmurs no sound, makes no move, her heart beating rapidly in her chest. His hands are touching her breasts, finding her nipples. He is not kind. There is no kindness in his touch, nor in him. But still, or maybe in spite of this, he always awakens the same mesmerizing passion in her, taking her by surprise and astonishing her into blissful submission.

“Little Princess,” he whispers in her ear, pinching her nipples and kissing her. “Have you been a good girl today?” His fingers are now squeezing her nipples tightly and she moans, sucking in the air softly as she tumbles into the blessed oblivion, if only for a little while.

When he enters her, she knows it will be perfect, as it always is, a perfect match for a perfect moment before the pain of what she has once again done, torments her even more. Until, when he is sound asleep, she slips out the door in terror.

She didn’t remember him ever showing her any kindness. Nor did she expect him too. It was not how she was raised. No. She was raised to believe the mistaken idea that love was abuse and that abuse was love. How else could she explain to herself why she trembled with desire in the face of such insanity? There was no other explanation possible. She was like an alcoholic, addicted to the pleasure that could only be gotten through pain and which could only cause pain.

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He understood my body language immediately because he let go of my nipples and lifted my legs expertly and placed them one on each arm of the chair so I was spread eagle before him. I stiffened in surprise, remembering I had no panties on. He went down on me, not waiting for my consent, but tasting me slowly and making me wet. Oh my God I thought… was this me? Was I really doing this?

But yes I was… and then…

Oh my, oh my…

I heard myself moaning at the thrill of his tongue touching me.

He was good… goodness was he good…

He removed his lips from me and put his fingers up me with a gentle firmness that bespoke a knowingness of women and years of experience. I gasped. He came up to me again and began kissing me on the mouth, keeping his fingers in me at the same time. I moaned as he kept on touching me knowingly, kissing me and bearing down on me. There was no resisting him now. And I felt myself opening even wider under his expert touch.

“You’re…” I mumbled not knowing how to react, confused by the intense pleasure I was feeling.

“I want to see you come,” he murmured in my ear, his fingers emerging slowly from inside me and again playing gently with my innermost lips, caressing them ever so softly. Ahh… The softness of his touch was exquisite, so exquisite. And he waited as I sighed even more deeply and he continued to caress me with such perfect gentleness until he knew that I wanted him too, wanted him to see me surrender completely to his touch.

Then he went down on me again, this time even more slowly, kissing my very wet pussy and doing things to me with his tongue that I’d never experienced before.

I heard myself gasping again with pleasure.

He was a man who could take me exactly where he wanted me to go. And he did. I was defenseless against the tide of liquid desire he released in me. And then I felt it; the confusion of emotions, the rush of ecstasy, the warmth, the wetness. I heard myself moaning and I grabbed his hair – I was nearing the point of no return. I cried out… shaking and trembling, exactly as he knew I would… exactly… and I was there, precisely where he wanted me to be… there as the tide of liquid desire swept me away… and I disappeared happily, ecstatically into the ecstasy of the most amazing, shuddering climax.

No man had ever made me feel like that before. Ever!

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I’m thrilled and honored that the lovely and amazing Annie Edmonds nominated me (yes MOI!) for the Bad Girl Blogger award. If you want to check out Annie and her amazing blog called Sex w / Annie – Let’s Talk About Sex! You can find her here: http://sexwannie.wordpress.com/2014/11/26/im-a-bad-girl-but-in-a-good-way/

But back to Annie and her nominating me… This is just way beyond cool – to think that my humble efforts at celebrating our sexuality and sexual freedom are being appreciated by others! Because that has been and still is my goal – for all of us to celebrate and revel in the wonder of our sexuality and to bless and praise it in ourselves and others.

I love that when nominating me, Annie said: “A. Aimee is a modern woman who just gets it. And by “It” I mean Sex! She’s an author who writes openly about women’s issues.”

I’m also so thrilled that my book “Good Pussy Bad Pussy – Rachel’s Tale” is being read and loved by so many. And right now, I’m putting the finishing touches on another Good Pussy Bad Pussy book – the new one is called “Good Pussy Bad Pussy in Captivity” and will be coming soon to a galaxy near you!

Stay tuned and thanks friends for all your love and support! Here’s to sexual freedom for all!!

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What would you really like to read about? If you’re anything like me then the answer is probably the same as what you’d really like to live.

A life full of… Amazing sex. Amazing people. Amazing adventures!

We want that high-flying feeling, right? That’s what I’m looking for! What about you???

That’s also why I wrote Good Pussy Bad Pussy – trying to find the essence of that.

 

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People ask me why I wrote “Good Pussy Bad Pussy – Rachel’s Tale” So I’d like to share some of my thoughts and reasons for writing this book.

First of all I wanted to write about orgasm as the ultimate surrender and portal to ecstasy. Because – as everyone knows – it is!

It’s also why I say: Nothing satisfies like sex. Nothing completes like sex. Nothing releases like sex. Nothing can compete with sex.

Orgasm is such an amazing experience because it’s a gateway into the flow state where we experience timeless awareness and the ecstatic feeling of being fully present in this now moment. It’s also a momentary death of our egos which leads to the amazing blissfulness which each of us experience when we are finally, finally able to let go completely and surrender. Which obviously is why we love it so much and why almost everyone is seeking it!

Then I wanted to add to this an exploration of the conundrum or dilemma that arises if we have reached this blissful state of complete surrender in and through situations (and/or with people) that we don’t particularly like or find acceptable. In other words, what happens when the body experiences one thing while the mind is screaming something else? What happens then? Where does this leave us and what does it do to us? And how can we live with this – both on a personal and social level?

Conundrums or dilemmas like this happen because we all have this huge, powerful urge and energy in us which is the sex drive. And this sex drive is always seeking expression. Then this urge, this energy then gets blocked or pinched off or twisted because of the massive social programming we all receive from the moment we are born that is telling us what is OK sexually and what is not. And even though today there are more and more people who are freer sexually than ever before in the history of humanity, the reality is that most people are still so limited in their sexual expression and in their ability to experience sex and orgasm as a portal to the divine.

So I wanted to write about a woman who allowed herself to go beyond what is normally acceptable for married women and who discovered and experienced amazing orgasmic release in ways which both shocked and surprised her. In other words, this book is the story of a woman who discovered that her body could respond in one way even if her mind was screaming something else. Hence the title – Good Pussy Bad Pussy.

 

 

 

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Blogger and book reviewer Renee Giraldy gave “Good Pussy Bad Pussy” 5 Stars in her review on her blog and on Goodreads. Here’s what she wrote:

“This was a wildly created bunch of dysfunctional people too good to pass it up. This is how I felt: I felt like this was too real at times. I felt like I was sneaking a peak at Rachel’s diary. She was a strong woman. She went through so much in this book and I adored her more and more.

When it starts you know Rachel has left her husband and son in Amsterdam and she is in Nice with her lover Stefan. I get the feeling the author wants her very complacent and then awoken by Stefan. I liked him and I thought for a temporary fix he would serve his purpose. Then I meet Albert. I was DONE. I loved him. I knew as a mature man he was the lover and friend Rachel needed. She left anyways. I was sad for her.

I thought the things (AND by things I mean steam, lust greed and unusual sexual affairs) wasn’t wrapped up. Rachel was never filled up. She never got her dream of being carefree and loved emotionally like I know she deserved. BUT… She decided to go back to her husband. I say that the author has created a family of characters that each have a flaw, some greater and some so unbelievable that I found it hard to read.

It’s not for the faint. It is loaded with drama, relationships, decision making and sexual abuse. I felt bad seeing the end. I think the author did a great service with her unique storytelling. Bravo!”

Links:

Renee’s blog:

http://readingrenee.com/2014/06/22/good-pussy-bad-pussy-rachels-tale-by-a-aimee-amyaimee14-review/

Renee on Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/971400384?book_show_action=false&page=1

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